07 April 2012

Dreams

Every time just as I'm about to fully fall asleep, I feel my body "sink" and I wake up woken up by the frightening degree of fear and chaos in my dream.

I have been lying here for half an hour or so, drifting in and out of consciousness. The images in my dreams can immobilise me, make me feel like I cannot move, cannot turn, and that makes me fill with such dread, such fear!

I'm afraid to fall asleep, yet so very tired. It's tortuous to be so afraid to sleep and be tormented by dreadful dreams.

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