Or the lack thereof...
With each passing day, I feel my will and resolve being eroded more and more. Hospital, illness, pain, suffering, frustration, deterioration... So many negative influences and emotions, so many things beyond my control. I am losing it...
What is there to look forward to? What am I living for? Where can I find solace and comfort besides in closing my eyes and lying down to sleep?
What am I doing? What am I doing really?
There is such a deep, deep void inside my heart and soul, I fear one day I will collapse from the inside out...
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