On way to the airport. My ex is about to arrive, after journey close to twenty four hours to get here. It means a lot, says a lot, and I am grateful someone would do that for me.
But in a way, I'm also scared. What is he doing here? Why is he here and in what capacity? Has he freed himself from the emotional mess he got himself into, and has he had the courage to finally let go of his emotional baggage? Do I dare to open up go him and to lean on him for support and comfort? How will I feel in these coming days dealing with an upcoming funeral and my ex being here?
No use worrying about things or thinking about things too much.
Whatever will be, will be...
But in a way, I'm also scared. What is he doing here? Why is he here and in what capacity? Has he freed himself from the emotional mess he got himself into, and has he had the courage to finally let go of his emotional baggage? Do I dare to open up go him and to lean on him for support and comfort? How will I feel in these coming days dealing with an upcoming funeral and my ex being here?
No use worrying about things or thinking about things too much.
Whatever will be, will be...
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