15 March 2012

Pushing the limits

How much longer of this can I take? Mum refusing to go see a doctor that does not come recommended and then starving because whatever she eats she vomits. There mustbe a limit how longa person can go on for without proper nutrition, without proper rest. She cannot eat, so she is tired. But because she's hungry, she cannot sleep well. Everything together makes her weaker and weaker. What is the limit of her body? How much more can she torture her own body like this and refuse treatment?

She's torturing herself, but also tormenting me...

I am so tired, so frustrated, angry even.

And all I can do is watchmum throw up more and more and get closer and closer to death...

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