Army

I dreamt another terrible dream yesterday, one full of dread and misery (well, isn't that just a reoccurring theme in my life and dreams...?) 

I was deserted into the army. My greatest fear, something ill and to face next week when I'm back in Taiwan. In the dream it was just a training camp, an intro to the army something organized to give people a feel of how wonderful the army is. But I felt so trapped, lost my freedom, and so unhappy... I cannot bear to be in the army and lose my freedom (though, it might give me and my life more discipline....?) What of my plans (do I have any?)? What of my job? My cat? 

I woke up with such a headache... Terrible headache.