Dream

02052012.0826

There were a bunch of text messages from my ex, which I did not read or reply to. He sent them over the span of several days, the latest of which was one in which he complained of how difficult a time he is having, how hard he finds going from day to day.

This final one I wrote backj to. I felt upset. Why was he appealing to me for help? Why me of all people? Do I not have enough things I must deal with that are really a matter of life an death?

"And who's the one with the boyfriend???? You think you have it tough?!"

I woke up from my dream.

It was so real, so contextual, the words so close to what I want to say to my ex it could have been real.

But it was just a dream...