Somehow, as the day wore on, I felt the frustration creep up...
I went into the office today and felt so exhausted I had to just sit
down and take a nap. It was over half an hour later that I woke up and
began to work.
My mind was not focused at all, and drifted left and right... To my ex,
to the confusing mess we fond ourselves in... Then to my mum, to what
she told me earlier today, and to the fact that she is heading into the
hospital again for treatment...
Last week, or in fact for the past two weeks, I've enjoyed this strange
sense of calm, a calm as if I could not be disturbed or shake by any
outside disturbance. And yet today, increasingly I notice my mind going
wild and tainted with thoughts and worries again...
I need happy thoughts, happy people, happy distractions....
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