How did I just spend over an hour on the phone to my ex? How did my confidence become so shattered and how did I feel so low about myself? I want to feel good about myself, feel like I am capable of doing something, like I am worthy of life and living...
But I feel so weak and worthless, so painfully worthless.
Why? Shaking like a leaf...
It's the past again, isn't it? It's the terrible things compounded with all that death and loss in the past year coming to haunt me and causing me to struggle again?
And just when I thought I was better... Just when I thought I was getting better.
But I feel so weak and worthless, so painfully worthless.
Why? Shaking like a leaf...
It's the past again, isn't it? It's the terrible things compounded with all that death and loss in the past year coming to haunt me and causing me to struggle again?
And just when I thought I was better... Just when I thought I was getting better.
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