04 January 2012

Completely drained....

I'm so exhausted I can barely keep my eyes open... So very tired from being awake and alert and responsive to mum's every need, and from sleeping terribly on the foldable sofa. So very tired I can type no more and must retire... And yet even when I sleep, my mind is bombarded and laden with thoughts, with dreams, with images of my ex...

There is no rest, no real rest...

For now I will just say a lot will be decided in the coming days, and it will very much be life threatening and -changing...Though the surgery was a success, but it did not completely get rid of her cancer...

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