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I feel faint and light headed. The poor quality sleep and almost
constant work is slowly taking its toll. And it's only the fifth day...
Mum really cannot do much by herself and requires almost constant
assistance. I can see she is frustrated and quiet. I ask her what she is
thinking, and she says she let's her mind go blank. If that is true,
that is good. If not, I'm worried that she lies there and often has
thoughts of regret and frustration, thoughts of anger and helplessness
proliferating and disturbing her mind. The last two nights she has been
sleeping badly, if at all. And she says she is besieged by dreams...
I can only offer her my body, my time, my care, my love... Nothing else.
I can only wish her all the best and a speedy recovery, and nothing
else more...
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