16 June 2011

Tiredness

What's wrong now? I should be happy that I'm here with mum, in Canada, but my mind is distracted, I'm not completely here. My mind plays tricks on me, fools me, makes me fantasise and dream ridiculous illusions of moments and people who are not real.

I'm so very tired, and it feels like it's more than just the jetlag. Last time I made this very journey, I was tired and moody for two weekS. Am I feeling the same now? Or can it be that I'm simply exhausted being with mum too long, having to take care of her every need, having to worry about her health and wellbeing?

I need some good sleep...

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