Sleeplessness

I couldn't sleep last night... Suddenly woke up at half past five after hours I twisting and turning around in bed. It's a beautiful day, a beautiful beautiful day. I saw the dawn sun rise and sky brighten outside my window...

I cannot sleep, and my head is a mess. So many thoughts, so many regrets and anxieties and fears. Stress is mounting, exams are looming. I feel directionless, and feel my life lacks meaning or purpose. Floating again. Lost and longing for company, longing for affection and care.