17 August 2013

No one

I panicked, and there was so much fear. Fear of failing, fear of abandonment, fear of rejection. Just fear and a total lack of confidence in anything I did. I didn't know where I was, as if I was lost in some foreign place.

I signed into skype, I remember vividly. I pressed dial on the name of someone who was there, someone who once was so close. But there was no reply. I saw myself collapse and fall.

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