09 July 2013

Remembering

After the horrible night last night, I called work to tell my colleague I'm still sore from my bike ride. In truth, I've been just dreading to go out the door and face the world. In truth, I just want to be alone. Even the cat is lethargic and been lying around at the same spot the whole day...

I really shouldn't go back to dig up the past... But it draws me with such attraction.
Only I will really remember every detail from the days till mum died to her funeral, only I will really remember every word said, every promise made, everything I have had to quickly pack away...

Only I will really know how it feels like to lose everything and everyone that made my life feel reassuring and meaningful.

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