21 October 2013

Eve of departure

He means well, the intention I'd kind hearted and to my benefit. Just the words and sounds are received as concedending and lecturing, just my very stubborn and  set mind is resisting the willingness  to listen.

Why? Because you feel misunderstood, you feel judged and under attack, because you feel nobody can really know how you feel deep inside. That realisation can make me feel like I want to breakdown and cry. That realisation can make me long for mum and dad all the more...

I am so tired, so very very tired now.

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