"Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace.
I dream at night, I can only see your face.
I look around but it's you I can't replace.
...Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you.Every move you make
Every step you take
I'll be watching you..."
Doubts , such doubts I had, doubts like grey and heavy clouds lingering over an otherwise tranquil and seemingly perfect scenery. And now the clouds have cleared.
I met up with the Taoist master , mum's trusted guide who can communicate with the deceased, and so many questions were answered. The decisions I've had to make, mainly alone, over the past few weeks (particularly buying a house) and the doubts I had regarding my work and future career...
Mum still cares deeply, and is concerned about me. The love and concern of a mother transcends dimensions and realms of existence. She was there, the master said, when I went to see the house that second time. She was there. She was there as I was inspecting the walls, the windows, the the finishing... She was there when I wandered the condo and imagined my new life there in a place I can call my own. He said he recognised it immediately from the picture (even before I showed him the pics, he saw the triangular shape of my corner unit).
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