I felt a tinge of sadness when these thoughts crossed my mind. The first of anything is always very difficult, very difficult. I remember crying on my birthday... Crying at New Years, crying because there's no real reason (at least not yet...) to celebrate now that both my parents are gone.
Maybe I can honour mum but excelling, make her proud by staying hard and working hard... I am trying, but it is proving to be a terrible terrible struggle... A painful and most trying struggle and test of my will and patience...
Happy birthday mum... Thank you...
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