Eve of the exam

Half past eleven on the eve of the exam.
Arrived here after a long train ride, during which I tried to cram more studying in.

My ex picked me up and we had a nice dinner. He tried to be cheerful and cheer me up, but I feel tired and my mind is very foggy... From the poor sleep I've been getting, from the disturbed day/night pattern I've been going through? Or is it because today is mum's birthday?

Just sad, verging on crying. My ex tried to cheer me up and give me a hug, asked me what is wrong, but what can I say? I don't know what to say, I don't know how to be comfortable around him.

I just want to get this exam over and done with so I can breathe and get away...