Why do I feel 'guilty' to be happy? Guilty to be laughing out loud, to be joking with friends and colleagues, when just a few moments before I was so close to tears from listening to mum and her worries. Is it hypocritical to be laughing out loud, when a few moments earlier you were so weighed down and troubled?
Or maybe it's just a game of charades I'm playing. A masquerade of changing faces and masks to hide my feelings to other people, and to myself...
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