2am

Know I should go to bed soon, and I will, after I finish writing this.

The weather's not been too kind lately. First, it was six weeks of no rain, and suddenly almost non-stop pouring rain and storm since last week. What was strange was as soon as it started to rain, my whole mood changed. Before I was feeling so energetic and so alive, and now suddenly reduced to that chocolate-eating, cookie-munching monsters who spends much too much time in bed, and much too little time studying or working on his thesis! And the more you sleep, or eat, or do nothing you should be doing, the more guilty you feel, and the more guilty you feel, the more depressed you get...

If only the sun would shine again. If only there were more colours in life, like that picture...