I received a couple of emails today, from my 'past self' to myself.
You see, about half a year ago I made some plans (some more like promises) with myself.
- meet someone I love
Uh…not such luck yet, but then again the last couple of months I’ve been either (hiding) at home or moving from place to place. Did meet this potential guy in
- meditate every moment of the day
It's hard to be mindful and live in the present moment. It's difficult to concentrate on what you're doing and saying without having background thoughts, worries and anxieties. But I do try to remind myself that I should be more mindful, be aware of my thoughts and things around me, in the here and now. That way I can have inner peace and live happier.
- complete my degree
Instead of complete, I’m just about to start! I do hope by this time next year I’ll have succeed in my exams and written up a 25,000 word thesis!
- decide what I want to do next
Still not sure what it is I want in life, but for the next couple of months I should be more or less set and busy with my degree. Who knows what that will take me one year from now. - not get involved in my parents' problems anymore
I don’t really think about my parents any more, not that much anyways. The weekly phone calls are more or less just the only times I’m involved in their lives, and that’s when I hear complaints and things going on at home.
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