Longings

I wish just for once, I could wake up to a special someone and kiss him and be kissed back...

I wish I could feel warm breath on my cheeks, on the back of my neck, feel stroking through my hair, the way I would do to the other person...

I wish I didn't need to meet someone and then leave, uncertain whether I'll see the other person again, whether I'll able to kiss his lips, watch him sleep, feel the warmth and every nook and cranny of his body as we lie next to one another. 

Will this ever happen, I wonder.

I live for and dream of that day, of that special someone.