Eight hours or so till the new year. What are I going to be doing, where will I be when the clock strikes midnight? I dont know. I just want a quiet moment by myself , or with closely knit friends.
I don't know why I am so tired, so wary of celebrations and merrymaking. Just exhausted when I think about being surrounded by people and having to pretend all is well and happy. It takes so much effort, so much energy.
But it seems wanting to be by yourself makes you a social outcast, makes you strange and unwieldy.
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