18 January 2015

Gift and sand...

It was such an intense dream, filled with oppressive emotions and longing, filled with such deep sadness, pain and desperation.

I don't remember the details, but there was a lot of sand, and in the sand I found buried memories and remnants of mums presence... I couldn't bear it but broke down. A lady, someone familiar but I can't say who exactly, approached me an gave me a toy, something I've always really wanted. It was something like Lego, and I was so thrilled and grateful to receive it... Yet before turning to go the lady said the gift was a gift of pity because I'm an orphan, because I lost my mum. 

I woke up on the brink of tears...

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