Studying has been such a struggle, a painful struggle. Why? Because I'm not interested, at all... Because I'm not into the law!
Why am I even doing this, for what reason? For what purpose? For whom?
Is this why I try to do everything but study for an exam that I don't even want to do?
I just feel like napping, sleeping, napping and sleeping... And that's what I do.
And i dream...
I see my family, I see my mum, whom I miss so much. I see my brother, my home in Europe, my cat who passed away in October. I see all that I miss, all that I treasured in life....
I see them all, and I long to be there with them. There in this image of reality which only appears when i sleep. is this why i sleep so much? Is this why So i can escape and hope to join them in the world of dreams?
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