There was a city, it looked like San Francisco, with a beautiful red bridge spanning a broad river. Suddenly a flood came and the entire place was obliterated. There was nothing left but rubble and a rotten stench...
In another segment of the dream, mum looked healthy and well, and we were riding the airport metro (due to be partially completed in 2013...). The train was so fast, and we rode it for so long. I was very excited and took a lot of pictures
Suddenly, we arrived at the station and got off. Three men jumped on me and rubbed me of my iPhone which had all these precious pictures on it. I got very upset, as began kicking them all in the balls. They fell one by one to the ground. One of them I saw was dad...
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24 June 2012
Nap
Feel so much like (excuse the language...) death. I came home to take a nap, and it turned into a three hour sleep beset by dreams and images.
There were many scenes. In one, I saw lying in bed very fearfully and telling me that she saw dog- and cat-headed human beings come to get her. These persons with animal heads are in local mythology guardians of the underworld. On occasion, on the brink of death, the one who is about to leave this world can see these creatures. Are they real or imaginary, who knows. But in the dream, mum saw them...
The nurse told me once when the patient sees something frightening, to reassure the patient that those things are mere illusions, and that we are by her side. So in the dream that is what we (brother and I) did...
Even so, in the dream I felt such uncontrollably tears and sadness I have not yet felt before... I saw myself crying, crying so terribly heavily by mum's side; something I had tried and tried to avoid till now.
What is wrong with me that I have been beset by dreams these couple of days...?
Something is going to happen soon. I can sense it.
There were many scenes. In one, I saw lying in bed very fearfully and telling me that she saw dog- and cat-headed human beings come to get her. These persons with animal heads are in local mythology guardians of the underworld. On occasion, on the brink of death, the one who is about to leave this world can see these creatures. Are they real or imaginary, who knows. But in the dream, mum saw them...
The nurse told me once when the patient sees something frightening, to reassure the patient that those things are mere illusions, and that we are by her side. So in the dream that is what we (brother and I) did...
Even so, in the dream I felt such uncontrollably tears and sadness I have not yet felt before... I saw myself crying, crying so terribly heavily by mum's side; something I had tried and tried to avoid till now.
What is wrong with me that I have been beset by dreams these couple of days...?
Something is going to happen soon. I can sense it.
24 March 2012
Dream
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I was paralysed and could barely move. The inability to move was frightening, frustrating and and so very painful. It felt like I was a prisoner inside a body I could not control, I no longer owned.
There was a slow moving zombie in the house, anywhere I went , mum was trailing behind. The zombie followed wherever I went, and was trying to catch me, trying to kill me. I tried to avoid it, to escape, and at time even look the zombie straight in the face. I think I even tried to kill it somehow, but I could not. The zombie just kept on coming after me, just kept on following me wherever I went.
Mum was not in the dream. But I knew it was a dream about her. About her body which is failing rapidly and control over which is being lost. About a powerful demon (zombie....) which cannot be killed and yet stalks you wherever you went...
It was such a frightening dream which woke me up within an hour or two of falling asleep.
I was paralysed and could barely move. The inability to move was frightening, frustrating and and so very painful. It felt like I was a prisoner inside a body I could not control, I no longer owned.
There was a slow moving zombie in the house, anywhere I went , mum was trailing behind. The zombie followed wherever I went, and was trying to catch me, trying to kill me. I tried to avoid it, to escape, and at time even look the zombie straight in the face. I think I even tried to kill it somehow, but I could not. The zombie just kept on coming after me, just kept on following me wherever I went.
Mum was not in the dream. But I knew it was a dream about her. About her body which is failing rapidly and control over which is being lost. About a powerful demon (zombie....) which cannot be killed and yet stalks you wherever you went...
It was such a frightening dream which woke me up within an hour or two of falling asleep.
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