12 June 2020
Zooming in on our privacy and freedom of expression
04 June 2020
I cant breathe
It is almost six months into the year, a year that has to date been marked by and irrevocably changed by the pandemic that was first detected over two hundred days ago, and spread all over the world. Now, close to 7 million (official) infections and 400,000 (counted) deaths later, the world is still reeling from this all, trying to make sense of it all. What is clear is there will be an independent investigation into the response of the coronavirus, even though in recent days it has been made clear through leaked documents that the WHO, or at least leadership at the world body, colluded with China to hide or deliberately delay alerting the world.
The world is burning... tensions between China and the United States, which is led by an megamaniac and tyrant, is boiling over. the people of Hong Kong are facing a newly introduced security law aimed at cracking down on "any" act of secession, subversion, terrorism or activities by foreign foreces. Today, 31 years ago, was the watershed moment that seems to have led to nothing on Tiananmen. Only the people of Hong Kong, defying a pretext/ban on gathering due to coronavirus, and a handful of those who care and remember, will be remembering...
And in the midst of it all, racial tensions have again been thrust into the front pages after a black man was brutally killed by a policeman in Minneapolis, who knelt on top of the handcuffed man for almost 9 minutes till he suffocated and died.
"I can't breathe..."
Those were the haunting last words of George Floyd, a 46 year old man accused of using a fake $20 bill at a store, and was later pinned to the ground and killed by police. Race riots and demonstrations spread across the US, fueled by the angry tweets by the president and opportunists seizing the occassion to plunder and loot. To top it off, China, with its glaring human rights record and respect for blacks, is using the opportunity to once again underline the failings of liberal democracies.
If anything, this shows that beneath the surface, race still matters, and that blacks and people of colour are still being treated unfairly. It shows that race matters, and that the system is predisposed to judge and be biased against (particularly) black people.
This horrendous killing, by the very force entrusted with the powers to serve and protect civilians, comes just days after a white "Karen" called the police on a black man and falsely accused her for threatening her and her unleashed dog, when the man told her simply to leash her dog in a protected area of Central Park. His only "crime"? Telling off a girl who knows how to use her privilege and trigger words to call the police.
For days and weeks to come, corporations and facebook/social media pages will change their profiles to show solidarity. But will things change as memories of those haunting images and the harrowing sound of those words "I can't breathe" fade?
I can't breathe
It is almost six months into the year, a year that has to date been marked by and irrevocably changed by the pandemic that was first detected over two hundred days ago, and spread all over the world. Now, close to 7 million (official) infections and 400,000 (counted) deaths later, the world is still reeling from this all, trying to make sense of it all. What is clear is there will be an independent investigation into the response of the coronavirus, even though in recent days it has been made clear through leaked documents that the WHO, or at least leadership at the world body, colluded with China to hide or deliberately delay alerting the world.
The world is burning... tensions between China and the United States, which is led by an megamaniac and tyrant, is boiling over. the people of Hong Kong are facing a newly introduced security law aimed at cracking down on "any" act of secession, subversion, terrorism or activities by foreign foreces. Today, 31 years ago, was the watershed moment that seems to have led to nothing on Tiananmen. Only the people of Hong Kong, defying a pretext/ban on gathering due to coronavirus, and a handful of those who care and remember, will be remembering...
And in the midst of it all, racial tensions have again been thrust into the front pages after a black man was brutally killed by a policeman in Minneapolis, who knelt on top of the handcuffed man for almost 9 minutes till he suffocated and died.
"I can't breathe..."
Those were the haunting last words of George Floyd, a 46 year old man accused of using a fake $20 bill at a store, and was later pinned to the ground and killed by police. Race riots and demonstrations spread across the US, fueled by the angry tweets by the president and opportunists seizing the occassion to plunder and loot. To top it off, China, with its glaring human rights record and respect for blacks, is using the opportunity to once again underline the failings of liberal democracies.
If anything, this shows that beneath the surface, race still matters, and that blacks and people of colour are still being treated unfairly. It shows that race matters, and that the system is predisposed to judge and be biased against (particularly) black people.
This horrendous killing, by the very force entrusted with the powers to serve and protect civilians, comes just days after a white "Karen" called the police on a black man and falsely accused her for threatening her and her unleashed dog, when the man told her simply to leash her dog in a protected area of Central Park. His only "crime"? Telling off a girl who knows how to use her privilege and trigger words to call the police.
For days and weeks to come, corporations and facebook/social media pages will change their profiles to show solidarity. But will things change as memories of those haunting images and the harrowing sound of those words "I can't breathe" fade?
10 May 2020
Is the CBC speaking on behalf of the CCP?
Modified headline on 30 April
23 April 2020
Anxieties
Who will think of the refugees and homeless in the time of enforced social distancing? Where are they supposed to stay "home" at when they do not have a home? The other day, a friend saw a starving and homeless outside a coffee shop, and offered to buy him a meal. My friend and his wife were sneezed on (not purposely), and are not deadly afraid they may have caught something. And what happened to that man who, after receiving his one free meal, must stay outside ?
This coronacrisis is causing a lot of anxiety, unrest, and thrown the world into disarray.
But in this disarray, perhaps we can see some truths or the realities of how broken our world is, and try to change it for the better?
13 April 2020
Rapturing
There is a lot of anxiety in the air.
Across the land.
In the world.
With mounting deaths every single day, and the fear of getting infected, that anxiety, fear, higher incidence of lucid dreams all appear to be very natural.
For the last two hours or so, my roommate suddenly felt very unwell. Symptoms of nausea, dizziness, tingling sensations, and added to those, sudden sensations of euphoria that ebbed and flowed, and seeing strange lines, lights and spots over the past couple of days. It is all very puzzling. And worrying.
In times of crisis, there seem to be a spike of anxiety, and also conspiracy theories. About the link of growing installations of 5G towers, the takeover by reptilian overlords, conspiracy that the current coronavirus crisis is linked to an attempt by the medical community to vaccinate, or that Bill Gates' very prophetic TED talk 5yrs ago meant that he is in a conspiracy to depopulate and microchip every single person (he returned to TED to give us an enlightening account of how to respond and proceed).
Back in February, a friend suddenly asked me how I am doing, and whether
I felt "strange". I did, at the time, begin to have disturbed sleep and
also a general sense of unease (more so than usual), and these feelings
have persisted till now.
So it's been going on for around 2 months now, more or less coinciding
with the beginning of the coronavirus. In fact, I was in Asia at the end
of January, the very week of the lockdown of the epicentre Wuhan, so I
watched and followed the news of what was happening there very closely,
because I was physically almost right there. So at a time when the rest
of the world dismissed the coronavirus as a seasonal flu, I already had a
sense that it was something much bigger (...and sure enough, things
exploded by the latter half of February, beginning with Italy the week
of my birthday). This unease, and the sense of something drastic and
lasting began already back at the end of January.
The friend said a lot of things are changing and moving around. Planets retrograding,
causing cosmic shifts in energies that will be sure to affect everyone
on Earth. Sure enough, he had two bouts of "attacks" that made him fear
for his existence. The closest I could describe it (as it was described
to me) was rapturing. Transcending to some higher existence, going
beyond life and living. He said he was terrified, and that it tortured
his being so.
My roomie's symptoms seemed to have subsided after she lay in bed for
some time, and we just talked through things. But the idea that the
rapture, or the opening of the chakras or third eye, was in the back of
our minds.
What if something more cosmic, beyond-this-world is really happening?
What if, with the increased geopolitical tensions, self-interested actions, and increased xenophobia and racial tensions, are indeed realted to something bigger than the actual pandemic?
We are still unable to make sense of what is happening.
Because what is happening is unprecedented, and on such a global and
long-duration scale that we cannot understand or put it into
perspective.
A lot of people are lost, feeling aches and pains, feeling the pangs of anxiety and depression setting in.
This is a time for hope, even though hope seems to be in short supply.
Below a beautiful concert, Music for Hope, by Andrea Bocceli. The
contrast of the emptied/empty streets of familiar cities that are
usually bustling, with the moving music, is such a powerful expression
of the times.
11 January 2020
Tai-won
A sleepless night. It's past 7 in the morning, and the results are clear. They have been pretty much since the beginning when they began counting at 3 or so.
The Greens have won. It was predicted, but still, in uncertain times like these, you never know what could suddenly happen, what could suddenly turn.
There were moments I felt so sleepy, and I tried to lie down. But my anxiety and excitement prevented me from falling.
They say it's really the young/youth votes. This was a struggle of the generations. It was also a struggle between the pro-democracy forces and the pro-China/pro-authoritarian camp, and fortunately the former won. Democracy would ultimately win in an election, but there are moments like this when democracy wins double, as the revisionist forces threaten to strike back and reign again.
I hope that with 57% of the votes, the incumbent and ruling party would not be too proud, but instead use their renewed confidence from the people and over half of the parliament to do better, to implement the promises and positive changes that would take the country to a better, brighter and more sustainable future.
And I hope the losers, the losing KMT, would accept its defeat, accept that it needs to change and reform and to keep up with the times, shed its old guard and shed its obviously pro-Beijing beliefs to better serve the people and serve as a viable opposition.
Broken are the old party lines, the gangster-politics, the predictabilities and loyalties along geographic lines. Broken are the old guard, broken are the old ideas. In comes the new, modern voting patterns and demands that needs to be listened to and reflected.
Luckily, the Trump-esque and uneducated, crass bumpkin lost. He has yet to concede, but that will come soon. I wonder what he would say, as the things that have come out of his mouth have been so vile and so misogynist and so unworthy of the role of president.
Fortunately, rationality and reason have again triumphed in Taiwan.
God bless this precious island...




